Christine, it is great that you are trying to do this, however, as Sol said, you must get to the hospital ASAP, as detoxing from alcohol can be deadly. Medical intervention is the safest way to do this. I never knew how dangerous it was, but now realize that my shakes, heart rate and my senses (touch and sound) being heightened put me at risk for seizures and cardiac arrest. I am very lucky and thankful that nothing ever happened.
Take things one day at a time and ask for help. Stay strong 🙂