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  • Gwynn J posted an update 5 years, 5 months ago

    my name is Unknown because I am having an idenity cris is asI have always linked my idenity through men I do not live in the united states and I do not have acsess to live meeting although some people would say YOU HAVE NO REAL PROBLEMS THIS IS A LIFE LINE FOR ME I AM SO SENSITIVE TO CAFFINE I CANNOT even drink coffee I am having trouble because I do not want to transfer addictions WELL I am here to tell you guys that this is like having JET LAG times 50 thousand fet I have an addiction to intensity I have tried to commit suicide on mutiple occasion I realize that I have a dual diagnosis and this message is a cry for help on the deepest level I do not have a dept to society as we have foundations here We have have the largest turtle sancuary in central America However AT THIS MOMENT IN time I do not want to come back to the states as I feel that it is a real drag and it has no REAL challenges Hmmm This is a really challenging place place and I adore feeling and going CRAZT if you want to see sunsets would challenge Monet Sunrises and I would like to refer to the marvelous experience I had at Sunrise DETox The food was ecceptional the staff where kind and protective the cheif had bine trained at disney and he was really a character the only real problem I had was with the unit director who seemed out to lunch in a REAL way and thank GOD TO TYLER and Beth for their kind support My blood pressure rise so high that on several occaisions I had to be taken out of the hospital and ask such ridiculos questions like DO YOU KNOW WHO THE PRESIDENT IS to which i would reply Of Which country ? OMG OMG OMG just when you think you have a grip on WHAT IS RIGHT WRONG OR INdiffent I am here to tell you that you will be challenged in a way that YOU could never imagine after a lifetime of using I decided to get a grip on my life I have successfullyDONE THIS and have come to realize that time does not really matter because I have a firm understanding of the laws of physics which I do as a hobby I have been told my entire life I was that I cannot acheive things and I have challenges far beyond my reach I hve NEVER been more challenged my addiction for intensity out of Really I have always LOVED LOVED LOVED the study of medicine and pharmacutical propertys Hey you guys I am Really challenged here as when you think you have a grip n things WATCH OUT GUYS keep your eyes on the prize or I am concerned because My addiction to men DOCTORS is INTENCED Just when I thought I had a grip on things Like I need ahug honey My spine is killing my I went to the clinic where I live and this tall GORGEOUS Guy walks in and says You look tense may I rub your neck? Yes Yes Yes yes yes yes yes yes OMG OMg this feels so incredible He says to me Do you wab
    WANT TO Talk to me and I said you know in spanish and he said I really think you need to talk to a psycologist and i said Well you are listening are you not ? and i said who are you? At that moment which was two weeks ago i said well now who are you ? AND HE SAIS

    Said I am a plastic surgeon LUCIFER GET OUT OF my head Get on out of here RIGHT PLACE WRONG TIME? Temptation i am not speaking of thr musical group I am refering to myself real time right now HOLY HELL well you know what? anyone listening WE are so sensitive when in the first year when your dirty little secrets are exposed Oh yeah Yeah i get i get Do you get It /
    ? is anyone out there DENIEL it aint no river in CAIRO HONEY BUNNY?????!!!!!! BIG BIG BIG TROUBLE LEAVE IT ALONE or what the hell is next i have retired my diamonds and minks and I want freedom from bondage or do I like bondage ????I am emoinally and physically FLOODINGLLiterally phyically AND LIFE IN THE STATES IS A joke thete are no challenges you sit in your house and die no not for this addict today freedom is where i am atI apologize for my typing as I could never get beyond not looking at the keys HEY THANK YOU J in rehab YOU ARE AMAZING I AM A blueblood who has no idea Who what where when or how?But i remember watching THE UNIVERSITY OF Kentucky and march maddness and the water bottles I never want to go through that again SORY GUYS I AM HAVING Issues with Anger today or What is the answer?/? this addict today is CLEan honeys clean or do i want aliitle dirt to challenge my immune sytem?? yeah i think i understand WHY the greatest american novel is huckleberry fin It not the story it is this way it is written I am really sorry guys America sucks